Being a ‘fag hag’ is a curse forever.
I love pretty guys.
With female attitudes.
And a playful character.
And they tell me I have the best taste in men. Or they would be with me if they would be straight.
So. I don’t really get on with straight guys. Hollow hearts.
‘She is up in the sky and the sky is on fire…’
But I can’t even fall for someone gay because it’s against my nature.
And I can’t fall for a straight guy because they have annoyed me so much in my life.
And I can’t fall for a girl because I don’t feel attracted to girls.
The question is, am I starting to be confused about my own sexuality? But I don’t think so.
Do you think the best and only deal for me would be a gay guy who is actually bisexual plus androgynous looking. Mmhhh….
I think I am so different without wanting to be different. One of my gay friends keeps telling me that I really have a serious problem finding a guy because of my love for the sensual boys.